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Pada suatu malam, kamek bermimpi. Haha. Mok tauk sik mimpi apa? Jengjengjeng.

Kelak sambong gik ceita k? Kakak monster dh suroh tido tek. Goodnight :D

Okay, sambong cerita. Kmk mimpi mek bertunang. HAHA. Muka that guy nang jelas! So handsome and sweet :) I know him. Ohmaigad.
  First, kita pergi beli barang pakei wedding. But, me and him pergi merayau-rayau. HAHA. We were playing around and having fun with ourself. Other people were busy preparing for our wedding. I was playing with a little kid and he was just sitting around. Dalam mimpi ya, kmk rasa happy jak. Betol betol happy :) just then, I woke up by the alarm. Shit that alarm. Baruk jak nak asa best mimpi. Hm.

Want to know who is that handsome and sweet guy? Comment please :)

What's wrong with me? Or this two person?

I'm not crazy or possessed or anything. I'm just .. hurt :( Why this thing happen to me? I never meant to be serious but, why I feel so sad? I know this kind of stuff is not important. But still, I'm giving hopes in you. I can't just vanish you from my mind, my heart just like that because I'm hoping you to change. As if I'm giving you chances to do so. EEEE! geram eh. Settle sigek masalah, datang gik sigek masalah. Baruk jak nak rasa bahagia and lari from the past. Haaaiiisssshhh! It's okay to be friends, but! BUT, please don't make me expecting anything. Everything you said make me want to know more. Well, expecting. Berharap? Betol ka sik? Uhh whatever la. Kelak mun sik dilayan, dipadah lawa. Madah tok madah ya. I don't like that kind of things happen. Ever. I know I can't be on the right side all the time. But I'm not guilty :p

Rasa nya dah duak kali jadi camtok. Bongokk gilak ka aku tok? Macam, eh sik sik. Macam dirik sik pandei nak tolak permintaan orang bah. Dirik aok jak bah. Sekpa, laen kali aku jual mahal! Aku mahal bah! Pasya baruk kau tauk. Aku susah nak didapat? kelak lh. kau pikei aku tok apa? Patong? Camya? Bangang. Sikmok ku jadi budak baek gik kelak. Sik betol dah cerita kita tok.

Is there any advise for me? I feel so pathetic right now.