I'm late!

If I could turn back time, I'll say yes to him! tsk tsk. how sad. I like him so much! And now, he thinks that I'm not serious. And he don't want to repeat the same mistake he made before. This one girl is playing with his feeling. He's afraid that I'll do the same, and break his heart, feeling. Duhh! I don't care. He's a playboy himself. I'll stop right here.

I'm not a thing.

  Don't play with me, I'm not a toy. Don't let me go, I'm not a balloon. Don't lie to me, I'm not that stupid. Don't fool me, you're not that genius. Don't make me laugh, I'm mad at you. Don't make me smile, you make me sad. Don't love me, I hate you.

| Everybody has it |

Pada suatu malam, kamek bermimpi. Haha. Mok tauk sik mimpi apa? Jengjengjeng.

Kelak sambong gik ceita k? Kakak monster dh suroh tido tek. Goodnight :D

Okay, sambong cerita. Kmk mimpi mek bertunang. HAHA. Muka that guy nang jelas! So handsome and sweet :) I know him. Ohmaigad.
  First, kita pergi beli barang pakei wedding. But, me and him pergi merayau-rayau. HAHA. We were playing around and having fun with ourself. Other people were busy preparing for our wedding. I was playing with a little kid and he was just sitting around. Dalam mimpi ya, kmk rasa happy jak. Betol betol happy :) just then, I woke up by the alarm. Shit that alarm. Baruk jak nak asa best mimpi. Hm.

Want to know who is that handsome and sweet guy? Comment please :)

What's wrong with me? Or this two person?

I'm not crazy or possessed or anything. I'm just .. hurt :( Why this thing happen to me? I never meant to be serious but, why I feel so sad? I know this kind of stuff is not important. But still, I'm giving hopes in you. I can't just vanish you from my mind, my heart just like that because I'm hoping you to change. As if I'm giving you chances to do so. EEEE! geram eh. Settle sigek masalah, datang gik sigek masalah. Baruk jak nak rasa bahagia and lari from the past. Haaaiiisssshhh! It's okay to be friends, but! BUT, please don't make me expecting anything. Everything you said make me want to know more. Well, expecting. Berharap? Betol ka sik? Uhh whatever la. Kelak mun sik dilayan, dipadah lawa. Madah tok madah ya. I don't like that kind of things happen. Ever. I know I can't be on the right side all the time. But I'm not guilty :p

Rasa nya dah duak kali jadi camtok. Bongokk gilak ka aku tok? Macam, eh sik sik. Macam dirik sik pandei nak tolak permintaan orang bah. Dirik aok jak bah. Sekpa, laen kali aku jual mahal! Aku mahal bah! Pasya baruk kau tauk. Aku susah nak didapat? kelak lh. kau pikei aku tok apa? Patong? Camya? Bangang. Sikmok ku jadi budak baek gik kelak. Sik betol dah cerita kita tok.

Is there any advise for me? I feel so pathetic right now.

He's Back!

He's back! You have no idea how much I miss him! :<  awww! hohoh :D I'm so happy.

I miss how he used to stare at me.
I miss how he smiled at me.
Those eyes, melts me down.

I remember how he used to cover me from the sunshine.
I remember how he told me that he loved me, missed me.
I remember every sweet things he said.
Every sweet thing he does.

And now, he's back.
I bet things wont be like they were before :')
No more sweet things, sweet word, sweet stare.
It tears me down, but I'll be just fine :)

My BestBoyfriend :D

He is not my special boyfriend. Just a boyFRIEND. He treat me different than before. He treat me like a princess. But not now! Thats because he have a TTM now! Do you know what TTM is? Teman Tapi Mesra. Before he have his TTM, he have me as his TTM. We are more like a couple. In texting, calling, meeting. But not at school. At school, we focus on our own, we have to study. At the same time, I saw him walking side by side with HER. So I get a little bit of jealous. I dont wanna ask him what happen cause I'm afraid he wont listen. I hate it when he  IGNORE me :(  Cause he was like so IMPORTANT to me. I dont wanna lose him. But its okay. I used to be an important person to him in his life. He used to LOVE me. And now, I'm OKAY. 

Happy Birthday Lee Junho !! :D

 

Happy birthday Junho. I love his smiling eyes. kekeke. He got great voice and so good looking. I want my husband look a little bit like him :D haha. No laa. I've been a fan of 2PM since 2011. So dont judge me :)

Dudutt :D

Terkejut sik kau tgok tittle ya dutt? hahah. Suka suka bah. Syggg tak dut epah <3

You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been givin' out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
Oh no, no, no.

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold
And you got to share your secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright,
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no. Oh.

I'm Hurt

This week is the worst. I got a flu, jealousy and everything. He act like nothing happen, sokayy. That's because he dont know. I hide everything. I saw everything, I heard a lot. And I hurt a lot :( I act like nothing happen cause I don't want you to know that I'm hurt. Not hurt, well you know, grieving. Yet, I know what happen. What can I do? I can do nothing! You? I dont know.

Friend who move away :'(

Budak kempang yg meninggalkan kami di Kuching! ny pun balit Bintulu x dtg2 ctok agikk! P sian ngga ny eh, msty ny rindu mekrg d ctok. Xda rg ngn nya bekaol, mkan mee mlam2,  nyesah baju awal pagi, trun ahey knak tulis nama. Hue! D': rindu kau doe! Last day ny kat school ria, ku nk nangis oh. P ku tapok. KLMJ! Sa nk nangis kinek pun da juak tok. Ish. Kempang kau ya. hee. Xpa, raya lak ny balit Kuching. Okaii, bertemu lah kita. Kekeke :D

School Uniform :D

 Me and Nik. Miss her :D

 Me, Umiey and Mien. Miss this time together :D

 Ohyeah! Strike a pose! :D

MIMIFAFA :D

This is Fatma Liyana. She's funny and caring. She always make us jealous like saying that she has a new bestfriend. kekeke. That's our Fat :D

 This is Sharifah Ramiezah. She's caring and kind and genius. She always care about us. She loves laughing out loud. She is the the most famous among us. That's our Mieza :D

 This is Nur Amira. She is kinda though but generous. She's an athlete in our school. She's the most active. And she's the tallest among all of us. She always feed us. kekeke ^^. That's our Miera :D

yayayaya :D

       I'm sixteen years old already! But I'm not matured yet, still acting like a little kid. kihkih. Sometimes, I am so embarassed about myself, I'm not matured yet! hue. But I'm very serious about certain thing, which make me look more matured. Jyeaahh! I got homework to do but emmm, i dont feel like finishing it. Nvm, I'll do it tomorrow :D

Study!

First time belaja add math memang lh senang. Gk bab 1,2 bh. Tp mun kita minat, bgus agik. Senang gk nk belaja. Setakat tok, i like add math :D Perdagangan pun mcm senang juak, semua subjek senang lh! heheh. Tp bnyak polah esei eh. huuue. Sejarah, BM, BI, PD hmm, semua polah eseii.Cikgu semua bes! jeles sik? jeles nk? haha. Target mek taun tok is to lulus semua matapelajaran. OhYeah! semoga berjaya ena! yuhuuu daaaar~

Sedeh kalii .,

Mem Umiey dh pndah. Mem nik pun pndah juak, tp gk dpat temu kt kmpong. Mem Umiey ya. Msty ny dh da bff brue kt cnun. 5666 d tggal ny ctok jk.  Hua. Nik bengepss na bulak org eh. Kejut ngga ny atg solah lak. haha. Ny xpndah sena ny. ngekkk ngekk. First and second week is the best week so far. Tehee. He shout my name in font of crowd like this ''  Ena! Love you!''  WOW! so sweet nk? ko ada? xda~ tehee. xda bh. bes eh. sa nk rewind jak masa. Astro PVR. HAHA. Apis, love you too :D seeeeeedeeh ehhhhhhhh :'( ish