I'm late!

If I could turn back time, I'll say yes to him! tsk tsk. how sad. I like him so much! And now, he thinks that I'm not serious. And he don't want to repeat the same mistake he made before. This one girl is playing with his feeling. He's afraid that I'll do the same, and break his heart, feeling. Duhh! I don't care. He's a playboy himself. I'll stop right here.

I'm not a thing.

  Don't play with me, I'm not a toy. Don't let me go, I'm not a balloon. Don't lie to me, I'm not that stupid. Don't fool me, you're not that genius. Don't make me laugh, I'm mad at you. Don't make me smile, you make me sad. Don't love me, I hate you.

| Everybody has it |

Pada suatu malam, kamek bermimpi. Haha. Mok tauk sik mimpi apa? Jengjengjeng.

Kelak sambong gik ceita k? Kakak monster dh suroh tido tek. Goodnight :D

Okay, sambong cerita. Kmk mimpi mek bertunang. HAHA. Muka that guy nang jelas! So handsome and sweet :) I know him. Ohmaigad.
  First, kita pergi beli barang pakei wedding. But, me and him pergi merayau-rayau. HAHA. We were playing around and having fun with ourself. Other people were busy preparing for our wedding. I was playing with a little kid and he was just sitting around. Dalam mimpi ya, kmk rasa happy jak. Betol betol happy :) just then, I woke up by the alarm. Shit that alarm. Baruk jak nak asa best mimpi. Hm.

Want to know who is that handsome and sweet guy? Comment please :)

What's wrong with me? Or this two person?

I'm not crazy or possessed or anything. I'm just .. hurt :( Why this thing happen to me? I never meant to be serious but, why I feel so sad? I know this kind of stuff is not important. But still, I'm giving hopes in you. I can't just vanish you from my mind, my heart just like that because I'm hoping you to change. As if I'm giving you chances to do so. EEEE! geram eh. Settle sigek masalah, datang gik sigek masalah. Baruk jak nak rasa bahagia and lari from the past. Haaaiiisssshhh! It's okay to be friends, but! BUT, please don't make me expecting anything. Everything you said make me want to know more. Well, expecting. Berharap? Betol ka sik? Uhh whatever la. Kelak mun sik dilayan, dipadah lawa. Madah tok madah ya. I don't like that kind of things happen. Ever. I know I can't be on the right side all the time. But I'm not guilty :p

Rasa nya dah duak kali jadi camtok. Bongokk gilak ka aku tok? Macam, eh sik sik. Macam dirik sik pandei nak tolak permintaan orang bah. Dirik aok jak bah. Sekpa, laen kali aku jual mahal! Aku mahal bah! Pasya baruk kau tauk. Aku susah nak didapat? kelak lh. kau pikei aku tok apa? Patong? Camya? Bangang. Sikmok ku jadi budak baek gik kelak. Sik betol dah cerita kita tok.

Is there any advise for me? I feel so pathetic right now.

He's Back!

He's back! You have no idea how much I miss him! :<  awww! hohoh :D I'm so happy.

I miss how he used to stare at me.
I miss how he smiled at me.
Those eyes, melts me down.

I remember how he used to cover me from the sunshine.
I remember how he told me that he loved me, missed me.
I remember every sweet things he said.
Every sweet thing he does.

And now, he's back.
I bet things wont be like they were before :')
No more sweet things, sweet word, sweet stare.
It tears me down, but I'll be just fine :)

My BestBoyfriend :D

He is not my special boyfriend. Just a boyFRIEND. He treat me different than before. He treat me like a princess. But not now! Thats because he have a TTM now! Do you know what TTM is? Teman Tapi Mesra. Before he have his TTM, he have me as his TTM. We are more like a couple. In texting, calling, meeting. But not at school. At school, we focus on our own, we have to study. At the same time, I saw him walking side by side with HER. So I get a little bit of jealous. I dont wanna ask him what happen cause I'm afraid he wont listen. I hate it when he  IGNORE me :(  Cause he was like so IMPORTANT to me. I dont wanna lose him. But its okay. I used to be an important person to him in his life. He used to LOVE me. And now, I'm OKAY. 

Happy Birthday Lee Junho !! :D

 

Happy birthday Junho. I love his smiling eyes. kekeke. He got great voice and so good looking. I want my husband look a little bit like him :D haha. No laa. I've been a fan of 2PM since 2011. So dont judge me :)